Karma

I always knew my future was foretold. But it always gets told in twists and turns of cunning trickery in my Deja vu styled life. It's only when i go back to review the incident that i realise how stupid i had been, and how big a mistake i had made. This whole suspension thing could have been avoided.

I was talking to Zaina which i should do more often. Whenever i come to her, my predictions are cleared up. We were comparing and contrasting and we found a destinctive pattern. Both my chillest hottest teachers had given me a detention sometime before these incidents. In both cases, my accomplices were interrogated, letters were sent home and in both cases they reseulted in my suspension. One thing is for sure, i will never learn.

So i have school later today. I have certainly left an impression on Gordon. But he's just one man. I really don't care what he thinks of me for future references tbh. I never liked him since the day he announced we'd have homework on the first day of highschool! Luckily i had easy classes and they didnt give us shit. :p HAHA.

Anyways, thanks to my suspension i got to meet 2 hot guys today. Amr something and Abdulr7man something. LMAO. I Have their fulll names written on a paper somewhere. - I said i would start getting ready for school at 5:20 and its 5:22 so ima start at 5:30 or 40 lol - It was such a funny day. Me making myself look uber cool and that. And i wore all black like goth ppunkish emo! Ahahaha. -ugh im on msn aswell which is so distracting- it was funny! So bitched about these two girls 'Rawa and Anda' Ahahah! And Amr is such a pussy, i swear. Always afraid of getting caught by the coppers. Ahah, cutiee.

I got yelled at by rania's dad lol. Pretty funny. Threatening me. How stupid? Msri man wants to get all up in Euro/Asian/Central-African Grill. He does not know what he put himself into.

And then there's a whole Other Shammary incident. I really don't know what to do with that guy. He drives me absolutely mad. Accusing my best friend mimo of such powerful crimes. Tbh, i can never believe a word he says anymore. This is why i have to lie to him every time he asks me to go out with him. I'm not going to show him how i feel. I'm not going to let him know the damage he's caused inside of me; the big mess i've become. Nope! I'm going to smile like everything's okay, act like nothings the matter and really look like i've moved on with my life. I like revenge but i only plan it and never carry it out. Who knows what this ones capable of :/ - 5:50 passed and im stil not getting ready, so gonna end this post short- I just wish i knew. but it's part of life to not know stuff.

Ooo, and Rania. Don't get me started on her! I'm not sure i can trust her either these days. There's going to be a dramatic change in how i spend my weekends from now on.

All in all, Karma turned ou to be on my side. She just had to do what she had to do. What goes around comes around and she just had to balance things out. I had spent a really nice afternoon so the suspension was my counterbalance. Like back in british. Some things never change. So i ended pretty much unharmed. Now i have to go back to school and face stupid rumors... Oh Lord, take me now!

Ugh, FML!